Obedient to the heavenly vision
Read more Oswald Chambers which affirms what God has been saying to me.
"Thank God for the sight of all you have never yet been. The vision is not an ecstasy or a dream but a perfect understanding of what God wants, it is the divine light making manifest but calling of God. You may call the vision an emotion or a desire but it is something that absorbs you. Learn to thank God for making known his demands. You have seem what God wants you to be but what you are not yet........... God is using the anvil to bring us into the shape of the vision. The length of time it takes God to do it depends upon us.
We have not to live always in ecstasy and conscious contemplation of God but to live in reliance on what we saw in the vision when we are in the midst of actualities."